reza atiq - who he really is

reza f-ing hashim,

i don't know how you can still live with yourself.
u hurt others. u hurt ur family. u hurt ur wife.
u never apologized. u never openly admitted ur faults.

people had to hunt u down br nak mengaku salah.
is that sincere?
do u sleep soundly at night knowing u destroyed another family?
did u know what u did was wrong to begin with?
or did u think u could get away with everything
in ur sick fantasy world?

do u enjoy having people knowing what kind of person u are?
especially when ur the son of a Datuk
did u think that puts u higher among the rest
screw someone over and let ur abah deal with it
the same way he had to deal with u
when u changed universities thrice
just because of ur own incompetence to manage wisely?

u didn't have to pay for anything, everything was handed to u free.
job, car, house. what an easy life u had.
did u assume everything else was going to be handed to u as well?
did u find ur life so boring that u had to stir up trouble?
and think that u can slip away from getting the blame?


it's a wonder how ur family still accepts u for who u r
for what u did.

was it all worth it?
stop with your sweet talk and drawing the curtains over everyone's eyes as to what kind of person u really are.
stop hiding behind ur fake smile, ur fake glasses, ur fake thick face.

people should know who u really are.
a coward. a sinner. a failed husband. a pretender. an unreliable colleague. a liar.