Confession letter

Hi, I would like to apologize in advance for this incursion. I was a close friend of your son, Reza Atiq Hashim. We went to the same university together, at Universiti Teknologi Petronas. We lost touch after he dropped out off UTP. Early this year he got back in touch with me via phone call, he got my number through Facebook. We exchanged phone calls occasionally as friends. At one time my husband noticed numerous phone calls between the two of us and prevented me from contacting him. However, somehow or rather he felt that he still needed to continue communicating with me and from there on, he was the one who called. At this time, he was a good listener, I was able to share my problems, and he was able to share intimate details of his life, where I felt comfortable sharing mine. What I didn’t know was that he still had feelings for me. Both our marriages were not perfect, but whose isn’t. We shared our thoughts on our marriages and about our partners. This had caused us to grow closer. At one point he insisted on a meeting. At this time my intention was to be just friends. We continued exchanging notes on our life where during this time, from our conversations, I believed that both of us were having problems with our significant half’s. This didn’t help with the situation. Each time we met each other, we grew closer. At first he only lent an ear. Eventually he did more than just listen, he even suggested me to leave my current marriage and move on. He started pointing out what I could gain by leaving my husband. He started showing more affection and caring towards me. On his side, he shared details about his wife, about how he was unhappy that the wife didn’t listen to him, as I was. He was always complaining that his wife never respected you as how he wanted her to be, about how she didn’t do her responsibilities as a wife to the husband. He told me that if he was with me, things would be a whole lot different, probably even better than what he had now. By this time, words of affections turned to physical attraction, holding hands, kissing, and going to more remote places to talk, like Genting Highlands. On a daily basis he would text message me with words of love, about how he longed to be with me. I regret to say that I do not have proof of the messages because in the earlier stages he told me to delete all form of conversations with him. Smart one, he is. He made sure there was no anomaly in our daily lives so that our respective partners would not suspect a thing. He started promising that if anything happened to me he would take care of me, of how his family would be open to our relationship. We met up more often, and eventually he invited me to his home, just the two of us. I was a fool to fall into his temptation. At first he said it was to just feed the cats. But then that turned into making out with him in his bedroom, and this time there was nothing to stop us from going all the way. The first time he managed to stop himself after undressing me halfway. However that event itself proved to be the beginning of more disgraceful acts. The second time he booked a room at Tune Hotel Damansara, where we had committed our first adultery. He promised me alot of things, including marrying me and leaving his wife. This continued whenever the opportunity arises. During this time my relationship with my husband was on the rocks. My husband started to notice the difference in me and i felt at this point of time my love for him had diminished as I had someone who was willing to support me. He even promised that he would take care of my kids as if they were his own. At one point of time he had a big fight with his wife which almost led to a divorce. I had doubts with his intentions however, because the divorce fell through. He kept saying he intended to take me as a second wife if anything were to happen but I had a feeling it was more towards satisfying his sexual desires by keeping me on. Eventually my husband felt so alienated by me that I was a stranger to him that he expressed his intention to divorce me. At that point of time it dawned to me of how I had committed one of the very big sins condemned by God. I realized that I had done so many wrongdoings to my family, how I had shamed them, but my husband never realized what I had actually done. He started looking into my phone conversations and found out about everything through my phone conversations with my best friend. He confronted me about it and I had no choice but to reveal everything to him, about the secret affair I had with your son. My husband was devastated, and he contacted your son’s wife to confirm all that had happened. Lin initially did not suspect a thing but now she knows everything. Lin confronted your son on the affair, and he decided to tell her the truth about everything, having a big heart she forgave him. I felt that the whole time I was with him, everything single thing that he said was a total lie. He was charming enough to make me believe that whatever he said to me was true, and that it was difficult indeed to disbelieve him. The more I think about it the more I feel like he was just using me to fill whatever void that he felt while he was in his current marriage. It was as if he was using me to fulfill his sexual desires. I thought I could put my trust in him, apparently I was wrong. As a man, he was supposed to be the one who had more self control over the whole matter. To me he always portrayed as if he was a righteous and religious man. But if he was in the first place, wouldn’t he be the one refraining from all this misdeeds? I admit, I was partially to be blamed in the matter as I have no self control. I was never strong enough to fight temptations. I trusted him as a friend and for him to be able to do the right thing but he took advantage of the friendship. I admit that what I did previously was really wrong and I regret my past actions with your son. I intend to make up whatever wrongdoings to my husband and my family and hope that one day my husband will learn to forgive me for what I have done. I hope that you will be able to forgive me for entangling myself in this situation with your son in the first place. I am currently working on saving my marriage, if it’s still repairable, it would never be the same as how it used to be. I would like him to own up to his mistakes and he should at the very least apologize for everything he did. I hope that he would be given advice and guidance from you and your husband to be a better person. I am sorry for dropping this on you, but I need to say my peace.

newsflash

sekadar pengetahuan...

 

Reza Atiq ni perasan dia punye *** tu besar.

dari cara dia cakap (yg telah diperolehi dr sumber dipercayai) fuhh, memang bangga la cara dia cakap.

tp only He knows betapa 'hebatnye' dia punye.

 

NOT.

 

#talkingboutdicks


tak sangka lelaki yg dipanggil Reza Atiq ini sekarang ni sudah pandai menabur fitnah kat orang lain, janji diri dia dilindungi. orang yg paling rapat dgn dia percaya buta2 tuli, padahal ada org berkata yg dia dah berubah menjadi pemimpin berjaya.
konon lah.
pemimpin ke tu? mata kabur kot. sy rasa ade org tu perlu beli spec yg harga ribu2 kot (pembaziran juga).

#fitnahisRezaAtiq